Quite recently I've been feeling something strange, something inside of me that's been growing, a sense of discontent but until a few days I couldn't quite figure out what that something was. Then, BAM!!! on the often packed tube travelling home listening to The Killers, as is my want these past few days, it hit me! In a flash it all made perfect sense, what I was and still am feeling is/was that there must be something more, something much more than this to life. I want to make a difference in my life, not just get up, work 8 hours, eat, sleep, get up, work 8 hours, eat, sleep, etc. etc. repeat to fade, but I want to make a real difference, I don't mean in my life but to this planet, this world. Only.....I don't know how to, that's the one thing I haven't figured out yet!
As to why I've been feeling like this I'm not entirely sure, maybe a small part of it has to do with starting my new job and what will hopefully be the start of my career and therein lies the realization, that the routine I'm in now will be the same 40 or 50 years from now too, then again it could be something else entirely!
Anyway, I'll be sure to let you know once..... if I figure it all out.
